So I can't help feeling a little nervous that my husband will deploy again. Although he just got home in August they are already talking about a future deployment. REALLY??? No REALLY??? Not sure if I could handle another long deployment. The last one took all of my being just to make it through. I don't think people can really understand the feeling of having your husband leave and not knowing when you'll talk to him let alone see him again. It's the worst feeling I've ever felt.
I feel like we are the Army's puppets and they are just pulling the strings. It's so overwhelming at times.